yeah i am sorta quiet i guess at least until you get to know me
once you hit that stage i am a psycho haha
crazy as punk
ummmmm mmmm mmm mmm small dogs are evil little things?
and now i am off to psychology for now so i can learn things about reading you bitches well....yeah ...continue this part later
ummm i like art...obviously lol
i do a lot of pencil works and such...almost every thing i do is traditional... i don't have money to buy any of the cool programs and stuff
umm i write a little....very little
umm i like anime a lot
music=life (unless it is country music country music= ears bleeding)i like rock and heavy stuff
um i love manga love love love love manga...mostly the only thing i read...the only other thing i read besides manga is the Twilight series omg only book i have ever read completely
ummm i yeah that's it for now i will add more later i guess when i have the time and patience
I FUCKING HATE THIS MORNING
oh first off i wake up fucking late
a fucking half hour late!
i barely get all my stuff done b4 it was time to go
i find out i have to ride with my dad again...i hate riding with him in the mornings we are both too damn grumpy
on top of that we have to take the fucking van! which btw has faulty locks so its a pain in the ass to get the fucking back door open so my brother, WHO HAS TOO MUCH FUCKING ENERGY IN THE MORNING! can get out of the fucking car and get his ass to school.
we finally get him out and start heading to my school and his job which is two fucking towns away from where i live
we go to turn onto the highway and we hear this funny noise. so we think the belt if about to break...ok no big deal... we could make it no problem my dad says
1/3 of the FUCKING WAY some thing falls of the shitty car! sounds like it broke some thing else. we are on the fucking high way can barely get the car to pull into the lane that goes to a smaller side road beside the highway. ... HE TRIES TO DO A FUCKING U TURN! TO FIND WHAT EVER FELL OFF! umm hello but if some thing falls off the bottom of your car while your going 55mph YOU AREN'T GOING TO KNOW WHERE THE FUCKING THING WENT!!!!!!!
he can barely make the behemoth of a vehicle do a 3 pt turn! to go back the way we came we find fucking nothing so we turn around after a few miles we are almost to the bridge...we are running on pure battery power... uh oh THAT MEANS ITS THE FUCKING PULLEY AND WE HAVE NO FUCKING POWER!!! almost every fucking light has to be red and the stop and go wasts more fucking power!!!
almost to the bridge we loose some more power we cant tell how fast we are fucking going! its scary when all your monitor thing lights flicker and go out damn it
we get on the bridge
THE DAMN THING STARTS BUCKING LIKE ITS TRYING TO DRY HEAVE OR SOME THING!!!!!!!
AND EVERY ONE IS IN SUCK A FUCKING HURRY THAT THEY DON'T LET US OFF THE FUCKING SHOULDER! THERE WAS FUCKING SHIT LEFT FROM A BAD WREAK LAST NIGHT! so yeah i'm pissed we barely make it off the fucking bridge
and fyi to the ppl who don't live where i live ITS A FUCKING BIG BRIDGE!!!!!!!REALLY FUCKING TALL!
we were at least lucky enough to be able to roll off the bridge and down the road to the mechanics .... and ppl are pissed b.c we were probably going about 25 mph...as fast as we could get the fucker to go
oh and on top of this i forgot my fucking breakfast at home too
you knowwhat i like the word fuck today fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuckty fuck fuck FUCK
AHHHHH
FUCK THE WORLD AHHH
ah i thought so ...there are a few differences ...the coloring was a little different from the crows i see around here..and in the photo it looked a bit smaller than the crow i raised. yeah you got lucky lol they always fly away or there are the blue jays who attack
you may have been near some thing the grackle wanted lol billy gets vocal when there is some thing shiny he wants that i get to first.
i lack luck when it comes to my photography ..for people and animals lol why there isnt much of it in my gallery
Today's been bad over here too. I'm sick, I'm at school, I've upset several people, and I feel horrendous for what I did this morning. Other than that I'm good.
awwwwwww i'm sorry -hug- hope you feel better soon
what happen this morning? any thing you need to talk about
....eh.... just rather depressed ...my cousin is gone for good and i will never see him again and i am heart broken
and my boy friend hasn't been online or answering his phone....and i miss him and i really need him right now and he isn't there or aware that i need him
no i can't...no contact info ...he never gave it to me
gone and i won't see him again ...
no my aunt is still here but he left ...got his stuff while no one was home and left ...and it's heart breaking for me
and i am going to shoot vf if it keeps cutting off on me -.-#
..mk ...
-hug cling crying- why is every thing crashing down nothing is going right nothing at all
Ethan broke up with me today and i needed him badly for support i hate drama i hate it so much
i don't know why he said he loved me when he really didn't
i don't know how this could happen -sniffle-
aw~ -hug comfort would cry if I could- guys are sometimes stupid like that
myabe it happened because he's and idiot and was just being a player?
I don't know him but I still think that if you hurt someone then your an idiot.
Especailly if ti's someone you say you love.
Rina, you're awesome and everything's gonna end up atleast mildly okay in the end.
i hope he wasn't being like that but i can never really know for sure b.c he lives so far away
i understand where you are comeing from
yeah i just wish i could stop having feelings for him now
i hope it does .... i'll have to try very hard this time to get over it ...i just wish i could have been at a different time
there is a lot of stress gah
hm... things are going fairly well, except the fact that I KINDA like someone but I'm helping them get through a relationship with someone else. And then I'm helping them get back together with said person.
Long distance is kinda wierd sometiems. you might stop haveing feelings eventually. Yeah and stress is horrible, along with his SPECTACULAR timing, your life doesn't seem too nice right now.
yay things are well :3
awwwwwww -hug- must be frustrated
yeah ...i guess i shouldn't have done the long distance thing wasn't to smart... i really hope so cuz he still wants to be friends but it's a little hard at the moment
yeah my life does that quite a bit
i'm takeing your word for it things will get better
thank god for spring break
meh, they are only partially well....
Yeah jsut a bit >.>
Long distance not normally too smart but it doesn't matter since it's over-with.
Yeah things normally do get better...if only a small fraction.
My spring break's gonna be over as of 11:00 pm Monday night.